“people did copious amounts of drugs and junk, and there were naked bitches everywhere. that wasn’t even the rave. I slept for about 8 hours altogether”
this weekend was insane.
I got back from arizona about 2 hours ago.
I’ll post a video when I recover.
Let’s dance and shit, yo! Be there or be square. Like your mom! :-P ( lingerieve.com )
my boobs hurt. a lot. they have been hurting me often as of late. it’s of no consequence, but i know a couple people that would love to hear all about my swollen mammary glands: HOLY SHIT, MAN. they are so heavy! it’s been KILLING ME to wear a bra when i do, and just as much if i don’t. i keep having to put it on, take it off. put it on, take it off. if i go too long with it on i get back and shoulder pain. if i leave my tittehs free as birds for too long my chest muscles and neck get sore. i can’t seem to win unless i’m meticulously fucking with my support system. (heh.. support system. srsly.)
i think it might be hormones.. i’m back on my BC and i’ve been eating a lot of soy. :x on a sexy note, i keep finding myself grabbing at them in awe of how massive they feel lately. i mean, i have no idea if they are actually any bigger at all. i’m not claiming they are.. but they feel it. and it feels delicious to firmly yet gently get as much as i can in one hand while i touch my pussy with the other. #creaturecomforts
i need to have started my packing.. but i seem to be deficit in my ability to give attention to tasks in which i need done. additionally, i believe i might be on a “manic high” and my mom’s in the hospital. again. i have no idea if i would be able to sleep if i tried. tonight is one big cocktail for “crazy insomniac kitteh”. i have worry about stupid shit, i have worry about not being able to function like a normal person, and i have worry about my mother’s well being. obviously..
oh, and i’m FREEZING. i’ve been so cold all goddamn day long. both my feet and hands have been white as a ghost all day. at least i haven’t been so cold that i’ve been in pain, but i have been quite uncomfortable. wearing socks or gloves just insulates the cold corpse extremities that are my hands and feet, and i’m too hyper to try to sit still under covers to get warm. i’m not sure if i want to get warm because i’ll probably fall asleep, and i don’t want to do that. i want to be able to go get my mom if she’s okay enough to come home. my dad just got back from being with her a little bit ago and he’s exhausted from worry. so if he sleeps (which he really should) i think i should at least stay up and wait to hear from her.
i’m a basket case. -.-